fear

fear, so consumed by fear i’m shaking
dreading tomorrow so much i wish it would never come
no music can soothe me, nothing can calm me
i could run away, i could run away, far away
or i could face it, face it with a raised chin and cocked brows
by tomorrow 1 pm i’m free, by tomorrow 1 pm, the worst is over
and a different pain will come next, but i will be free.
i just have to do good, i have to do well, i’m so scared

fear, so consumed by fear i’m trembling
tears could roll freely, but i hold them back
no music can soothe me, nothing can take my mind off it,
i won’t be sleeping tonight, i’ll lie in darkness
mind racing with worries, because depression ain’t helping
let me please be lucky, any luck, bring me a bright day,
let the 4 hours go fast, but don’t let me fall behind┬álet me be ahead.
i just have to do good, i have to do well, i’m so anxious

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that day

the day i do not post anything anymore
will be the day, that i am happy
and living my life fully.

today is not that day…
unhappily i’ll face tomorrow
with great disappointment