Defeated

i am a little hopeless again
yet another and another defeat
and i am left with just hope for something good
but when am i ever given something good?
something good that lasts?
my future doesn’t seem bright.
i don’t have someone that loves me…
such a simple thing as that would make me happy.
if i can’t have the dream job,
maybe i can have someone to love?
but no,
i can never love.
because i never let myself do that without fear.

 

life is a struggle

 

i still hate it

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